uncertainties and regrets

we always have to face something confusing. like crossroads and you can't decide which path you would take. i don't know. maybe i've just done the biggest decision of my life so far. i should have an interview yesterday at IBM at 2pm. I don't know if i've put a lot of thinking about it. but it has to be that soon. making decision, i mean. i don't want to regret that decision. i just pray that something great will come along. or i will get a shot of it again sometime in the future.