gossip.
gustu ko lang namang magkwento…
may narinig kasi akong tsismis…
gustu ko lang i-share sa inio…
may isang girl daw na sawa na sa pagmamahal sa isang guy. ni hindi nga niya alam kung bakit hanggang ngayon minamahal pa nia ang guy na yun eh. alam naman niang kahit kailan hindi magagawa ng guy na mahalin yung girl. pinaniwala ng girl ang sarili nia na nagustuhan din sia ng guy. pero kahapon daw, na-realize ng girl na ginawa lang niang tanga ang sarili nia dahil kahapon lang nia napagtantong hindi talaga siya nagustuhan ng guy. iba ang approach ng guy sa babaeng gustu nia. nakita nia yun minsan. sa mismong harapan nia pero in-ignore nia. paano naman kasi, gustu pa ring paniwalaan ng girl na nagustuhan talaga sia ng guy. pero wala nga daw taong hindi nagigising sa katotohanan. masakit pero kailangan na daw niang tanggapin ang totoo. na hindi kailanman naging importante at espesyal ang girl sa guy na ion. nang maalala daw ng girl ang care na ipinapakita ng guy sa babaeng gustu nito, kulang na lang manikip ng husto ang dibdib nia. di daw nia ma-take. pero pagkalipas ng ilang sandaling pag-iisip at pagbabalik-tanaw sa eksenang ion, napangiti na lang daw ng malungkot ang girl. at sinabi sa sarili,”oh ano, papakagaga ka pa sa guy na ian? maawa ka naman sa sarili mo!” pero kahit pa ganun, di pa rin maiwasan ng girl na malungkot. oo, nakikita ko siang tumatawa, nag-jojoke pero alam kong sa likod ng mga ngiti at tawa nito, may nasasaktang puso…
kung sino ka man, pasensia na kung nilagay ko sa blog ang kwento mo no? mabasa sana ng guy ito para naman kahit konti makonsensya sia. yaan mo ang mga ganoong lalake…makakahanap ka rin ng para sa’yo. gO!!!! ahihi…gOodLucK…
March 1st, 2008
gossip. gossip.
Hey. It’s Gossip time again. Aha.
The girl that I’ve mentioned before, the one that is so fed up of loving a guy, do you still remember her? Shoot. She already decided to move on. That’s a miracle, ha! Because this time it is for real. She deleted the guy’s number and also removed him on the list of her friends on Friendster. That’s a big deal for the girl because before, she can’t do it.
What are the reasons of the girl to finally stop her craziness?
-she finally woke up from the dreamland;
-she can’t take it anymore whenever her friends call her the ‘most stupid of all’;
-she doesn’t have the time to analyze what the guy’s intentions for her;
-she can’t allow the guy to become the ‘best actor’ at her expense;
-no matter what she feels, the guy just doesn’t respect her feelings;
-and most especially, she had finally realized that loving the guy will refrain her from enjoying her life to the fullest.These are not just the reasons. She said, there are so many of them she doesn’t know how to say them. But girl, I’m so proud of you. Get going! There are so many fish in the ocean. You might not know, maybe one of them is now in your life and thinking that you are the one for him, right?
Go girl! Sorry, I’ve posted your story again on my blog. I hope that that guy will read this. It might open his eyes, don’t you think? He had lost a big catch, darling. Hahaha. He surely would regret. Ciao!
lovingly yours,
lyn. (sigh. haha)
April 18th, 2009
gossip part 3
okay, back to that girl we’re talking about. the one who had finally moved on.
but here is the catch. after she had let go, another one came along. at first she doesn’t know that someday, she’ll like the guy. but then, life is unpredictable. she then became close with the guy. nothing something. just friendship. acquaintance. she’s actually shock to know how their paths are off the crossroads. you know, the ‘what a small world” line. so there. nothing serious because she’s not just that totally ready yet. crushes, passable. but something deeper, not acceptable. i understand, healing the wounds, stitching the scraps.
she thought they are almost alike but different all the same. and as the days passed by, something just occurred. she’s totally caught off guard. is she falling in love again, then? she doesn’t think so. admiration. yes. dreaming of him. almost all the time. but that doesn’t mean she’s falling right? she doesn’t even know the real falling in love. the real love. hell, she’s still deliberating if she had really fallen in love with the ‘past’ guy. she’s thinking of the words infatuation and obsession to describe her feelings. but this ‘now’, she is not quite sure. she like him yes. but there’s something that is holding her back. she can’t point out what are those yet. maybe her cowardice resurfacing again? the scary part of life which is taking risks?
she told me, she’s like taking one step forward and two steps backward. that’s how she compares her ‘liking’ stage with that guy. she doesn’t know if she’ll go for it or not. she asked for signs: negative. but i told her, “no signs must control what you’ll gonna do in your life. remember your principle in life? it’s your choice, not the destiny crap that will make you live your life”. she’ll be enlightened for a second, then hazy decisions again.
her friends are already anxious about her. they had already felt the happiness love brings, but their best friend? not yet. they ask, when will their friend feel such thing? with whom? they just wish that their ‘fragile friend’ will not get hurt again. why fragile? ah. they said their girl friend doesn’t heal too fast. she’ll take as much time before she’ll get healed. yeah, i know, i told them. see what happened to her with her past. quite a long time. hah.
ohw, girl. don’t be confused. follow your heart. (yeah, such a cliche but i think it’s helpful!) analyze your feelings. take the necessary risk. you may never know, he’ll be worth it. ohow, hope so.
no wishful thinkings, ha? no false hopes. get to see the reality. no assumptions. no expectations.
wish you so much luck and love girl!
mwh! (=
August 28th, 2009
gossip part 4
gossip girl is back! and with so much stories to tell. –S
so, let’s refresh our memories. we’re talking about the girl who had an obsession with a stupid guy. then she had finally moved on. after that she had met a new no nonsense guy which she thought was just a crush, not something deeper. and she’s asked for some signs which turned out to be negative. and i advised her that she should control her life but don’t hope too much.
now wonder what’s going on in her so-called lovelife?okay here it goes:
reality check girl:
they are so opposite in some extremes and are so alike on some unimportant matters. yeah, she admitted to me that there’s no way they can be together. a girl friend told her what she thought about her crushes — that she likes a guy at some point and when something happens she’ll take it back. that girl friend might had gotten the bull’s eye but here’s the thing. i don’t think the girl doesn’t really take the feelings back. the feelings are still there, waiting to resurface again. right, girl? you aren’t that fickle-minded right?
so let’s talk about that ’something happens’. there had been so many things that had happened between them and some other people were involved. she told me, at some point, everything got really complicated. so many unspoken issues and unheard explanations. doubtful days came to her. but in the end she realized trust and instincts are all she can hold on to. however, these don’t change a thing. they won’t and never will they be together. why? hah! i think, you girl, have the most rotten bad luck when it comes to love. no offense, but that’s how i see it.
BUT. don’t forget, maybe this is just a way of God telling you that it isn’t yet the right time. already tired of waiting? oh, girl, don’t be. your life is still so long. don’t lose patience, my darling.
so, what girl? you’ve told me again your story. will i conclude now then?
well, well, well. i THINK, my girl just want to let me know that she’s finally letting go. she’s letting go of that stupid feelings he had for the new boy. she’s letting go of those dreams that someday the guy will like him back. yeah, she had heard of Ciara’s song: “if that boy don’t love you right now, he will never ever, never ever love you.” sorry girl, better luck next time.
and i know for sure–you’re not that ready yet.
so long friends! Gossip girl will be back soon!
–S
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