the nature and me

i want to be a part of nature. like a leaf on the tallest tree. the rock on the steepest mountain. the giant wave in an ocean. a worm in the beak of the eagle. a raindrop coming from a dark cloud. i want to be like nature. i want to be appreciated. i want to feel i am part of an ecosystem where no one will survive if something is missing in the cycle. i want to be a part of someone. i guess it is too much to ask for. because everything i wanted wasn't exactly happening right now. there's such a big hole inside my heart, my soul, my whole being. like i am here but i don't know if i got substance. if i am essential.

i want to be a part of nature. and just wait for the wind to blow me.